There are some days that I wake up and immediately want to turn off my phone, bottle myself into my apartment, crawl underneath the covers of my comfortable bed, dream away reality and only wake up to drink hot chocolate and write or just not wake up at all and live in my surreal fantasy of perfection to everything.
Today was one of those days.
But then I realize that I have what so many people wish that they did, and that is unconditional love when I need it, I get to watch my son grow and learn every single day, and I'm never truly alone anymore.
I need to get the "If it's not one thing, it's another" attitude out of my body pretty fucking soon because it's driving me crazy feeling this way.
I guess ... it's strange. It's been almost two months and I'm finally realizing how much I miss being in love. Or maybe it's because I've not been out of love in close to 6 years.
Fickle funny thing.
Dreamland is mine tonight, warmth is going to pull the plug and make me wait.
Today was one of those days.
But then I realize that I have what so many people wish that they did, and that is unconditional love when I need it, I get to watch my son grow and learn every single day, and I'm never truly alone anymore.
I need to get the "If it's not one thing, it's another" attitude out of my body pretty fucking soon because it's driving me crazy feeling this way.
I guess ... it's strange. It's been almost two months and I'm finally realizing how much I miss being in love. Or maybe it's because I've not been out of love in close to 6 years.
Fickle funny thing.
Dreamland is mine tonight, warmth is going to pull the plug and make me wait.
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